Finally I got answer from Evita, I really thought I could do it this year, but for the third year in a row it was a strict no from our professional district theater.
I feel really disappointed with myself right now. Especially since four of my really good theater bodies and friends in fact did make it, another very talented guy who I know didn't make it either so we go out and drink lots of smoothies to drown our disappointment now.
The good news is that there is nothing left to stop me to go to England, So I am absolutely and entirely serious here. I am going to London.
I am going to move there to October, find one or two job and just be over there, go to workshops and auditions and stuff... my god. I can't believe I am actually going to London.
after 4 years of talking about it I am actually going.
Shit no I am crying even more then before, and its a mixture between disappointment and excitement.
... I need a tissue box.

Oh my freaking god, I am going to live in London for at least 6 months, I am going to spend my next birthday in London. The more I write the more I can't believe it. I am going!

Gotta pull myself together, okay here is a more random subject, or perhaps not so random.
The new Star Trek movie finally came out, and of cause I went there to the premiere.
Many people have already started complaining it isn't good, and I must agree it has it flaws, but it most differently weren't bad either. It was very enjoyable and funny. Star Trek is back baby XD

I loved Scotty, he reminded me a lot of me. that's right if any one wonders what I am like in real life, a female version of the new Scotty would be very accurate.

Stupid Theater. I have you know that all the four people you casted only had minor parts in a show where I was the biggest main character!!! HAH!

(Seriously though, they are very nice and very talented, I fell really happy for them... but so disappointed with myself.)